the deep corners.

I think that’s partly because I found my physical journal which I opt to write in, draw in.

I just gotta say, what the fuck is wrong with society? I really don’t understand what the fuck even goes on anymore with people. I suppose you could say, they’ve always been twisted but now we have more exposure, more proof? More people? I don’t know. All I know is people are fucking strange.

Addictions to sleeping with blow-dryers to be featured on a new show called, “strange addictions”. That’s good. Show the nation of the problem you’ve had an extremely difficult time telling anyone at all let alone over coming. People cheating on their significant other. Why? Why the fuck do you do that? If you want freedom to do as you please, just go and break it off then. I don’t understand it. Our environment is FUCKED. we’ve destroyed beyond repair and NO ONE GIVES A SHIT.

I try to have faith in humanity. I honestly do. But how, am I to continue my hope for seeing the good in people when they’re disappointment everywhere? fuck.

left and right, no matter which road it is you choose to take through out your life, there is nothing but choices. choices, which lead to lessons. that’s all it is, to learn, and grow. realizing the truths behind people you never saw to come is always an unpleasant one. no matter how much faith you may have in someone, there’s demons are too strong for you to fight. i had faith in you, for years i loved you, and truly knew every bit of you. but, i couldn’t fight your demons for you.. Dr. Jackal and Hyde. 

wastedcarbon-deactivated2011041 asked: the only thing you can do at this point is keep strong for your dad. prove to him time and time again that you are and will always be there for him in his time of need. let him vent. try to help him with coping mechanisms that will better his health. finances are bullshit, i know. but the last thing he needs to do is let this get the best of him. just do as he does, keep his head up and tell the government to stick it. there's no reason to stress himself out over it. it won't kill him unless he allows it to.

thank you so much for taking the time to read that because it was truly from the bottom of my heart, i don’t check this enough and i didn’t even realize someone cared enough to respond from the bottom of their heart. which truly, warms me. thank you so very much, i’m trying my best.. things are getting a bit better so i think i must keep on as you’re saying, just head up, keep it moving. thank you love.